Lost in the Wilderness

Sunk in the blues without knowing why and how.

Is it the family or is it my personal drawbacks.

Left the permanent position with the hope of pursuing a position where i can work towards a better career.
Convincing the parents was never easy and it got worst.

Had a break for 3 weeks and the atmosphere at home is sparking with high tension.

The need for a support has grown so fierce that i failed in the certification that could have gotten me the better job.

My daydreams ruined all of that i am just down, without any helping hand that can push me up.

All the motivation and self confidence seems to have drained out of me without my realization.