Friday, July 22, 2011

And the haircut does wonders

The haircut was scheduled for today and i surprised myself when i told Mr R to go ahead and give me a shorter cut that would change the look.
As a kid i never enjoyed looking at myself after haircuts and this stayed through my teens and into adulthood. This time round, the haircut was almost like cutting away unwanted area in my life and memory that were holding me back.
The lost of about 5 inches was like removing the burden off my shoulders and just being who i am.
The wind through my hair and a bounce in my step made me all the more pleased with my cut.
All this sure has made me optimistic and will continue to stay so......toodles all ;>

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Throbbing headache

Somehow the throbbing headache is not as torturing as it usually is.
The gut feeling is calm, possibly preparing for something good that will be coming. So i guess i can frisk up for that.
I know i have been in the blues recently but thats not for long, after all there is a reason behind name and i firmly believe in that.
So here i am, feeling better about a few internal changes i have made and too full from the junk food i had.
Am off to nurse the headache....nitez dear

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Them good ole boys were drinking whisky and rye

Days seem to be moving awfully slow, it has never been this painstaking. Its as if i am at a standstill and the entire world is zipping right past me with no acknowledgement of any sort.
Depressed is not the exact word, its a mix of melancholy and yearning. What pains me is that i over care for others easily. Its my problem i know, i should change that but what if they give me the allusion that they care. Or maybe i have been fooled again....but u can't fool me twice as the saying goes.
All this brings the song: Bye bye miss american pie by Don McLean. Its an old song but its deep. Anyone can tell that its not as superficial as it sounds, it addresses some of the unfair issues at that time just based on humanity. Its about cheating and taking what is others. It sure is long by the standards of other songs. It beats the bollywood songs of that era but it is just too deep and its not all that dopey, the music picks towards the end signifying that we can pick ourselves up, its all in our hands at the end of the day ;>
So while it seems i do not have much of a choice at this stage, i shall choose to smile at the world. The world can take everything else that i offer or have but they cant take what is in me and my choices to grin like a Cheshire cat over simple memories hoping things will be better.
Well i do believe that things will be better and i will achieve what i want and plan on doing, it just takes a good ole song to kick my feet up.
Cheers ya'll

Monday, July 18, 2011


The gut feeling supported my urge to start writing again but what can i say, i was lazy to start.
The trip changed things, started to appreciate what life gave me, learnt about others, made friends and the urge to start writing grew within.
So here i am. I am sorry dear blog, i ignored u but u've always been in my mind, there have been times when i came back and read my previous entries that showed me how far ahead i have come despite all the difficulties and although things are different the rain and the silver lining behind every cloud have stayed consistent.
Well i have achieved a few things till date, am proud yet humble of the achievements. There is a lot more i would like to achieve in life and plan on persisting till the end.
On a side note, it feels good to be back and having an avenue for myself. I definitely welcome comments although i have changed a few feature to reduce spam. Look forward to hearing from you and till then....
AnneJ smiles